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[Tuesday
May 31st, 2005 at 6:30pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | wonderwall. ]

so yesterday elaina and i went to whitby to get our passports,
my picture got rejected because it was too light, so todayi went and had to get them to take my picture three more tmes to get it right. damn sears.

today is tuesday, i happen to like tuesdays a lot.

went on a field trip today, totally forgot about it this morning, oops...
got called down in class, "the bus is waiting for her" over the PA.
i'm glad the class thought it was so funny, haha.
sheesh, if i ever start working at a yearbook factory, shoot me in the face.
the sad thing is, the leader of the people there had a degree in archaeology.
i hope it's not an omen.

the rest of the day was ok, had two tests, did mildly better than mediocre on each.
i think i'm going to make a new friends only thinger.

prom was super excellent, i ended up loving my dress after all.
everyone was right, it did all come together.
i was really happy, and everyone looked so good, i couldn't have asked for a better formal.
except for the party.
ohhhh my.
but there will be other parties.

it's raining right now!! i love that sound.

my mom is making modigliani soup. mmm.

i'm wearing a self tanner that ISN'T ORANGE, everybody!!

i made a shirt last night, kinda, took my tube top and added a stringer so it's one of those halters that meet in the middle of the shirt, and added a black beaded flower. wore it today, i'm proud of it.

ugh. i'm not going to be able to hang out with russell all week because he has essays to write. le sigh. oh well, i look forward to the weekend ever more, because we'll also be able to hang out on sunday.

my parents rented the final season of buffy.. it's about effing time, i want them all to finish with buffy. they're obsessed. it's kinda scary. anyways.

i'm in a good mood, i'm feeling kinda happy.

like my new layout?

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[Monday
April 18th, 2005 at 5:31pm]
highschool stereotype. )

i'm going to do a shitload of homework tonight,
and once my fucking camera wants to fucking work
i'll upload and update you about my life,
via pictures and text.
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[Sunday
April 17th, 2005 at 10:14am]
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add&comment.
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[Sunday
April 17th, 2005 at 10:04am]
thanks to assholes;
my journal is now friends only.
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sandalwood. [Thursday
April 14th, 2005 at 3:33pm]
[ mood | jubilant ]
[ music | lisa loeb. ]

she can't tell me that all of the love songs have been written,
'cause she's never been in love with you before.

your skin smells lovely like sandalwood.
your hair falls soft like animals.

i'm tryin' to keep cool, but everyone likes you.

i want to kiss the back of your neck,
the top of your spine where your hair hits,
and gnaw on your fingertips and fall asleep,
i'll talk you to sleep.

but i'll be the one, i will have chosen.

i'm tryin' to keep cool, but everyone here likes you
i'm not the only one.

your skin smells lovely like sandalwood.
your hair falls soft like animals,
and nothing else matters to me.

she can't tell me that all of the love songs have been written,
'cause she's never been in love with you before.

your hand,
so hot,
burns a hole in
my hand.
i wanted to show you
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[Wednesday
April 13th, 2005 at 3:43pm]
[ music | sneakerpimps - 6 underground. ]

Take me down, 6 underground,
The ground beneath your feet,
Laid out low, nothing to go
Nowhere a way to meet
I’ve got a head full of drought,
Down here, so faroff losing out
Round here,

Overground, watch this space,
I’m open to falling from grace

Calm me down, bring it round
Too way high off your street
I can see like nothing else
In me you’re better than I wannabe
Don’t think ’cos I understand,
I care, don’t think ’cos I’m talking we’re friends,

Overground, watch this space,
I’m open to falling from grace

Talk me down, safe and sound
Too strung up to sleep
Wear me out, scream and shout
Swear my time’s never cheap
I fake my life like I’ve lived
Too much, I take whatever you’re given
Not enough,

Overground, watch this space,
I’m open to falling from grace
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[Monday
April 11th, 2005 at 4:46pm]
she went down to the river
she wanted nothing in return
so we gave her nothing
watch out for that
smog
cover
it'll swallow you whole
millions of flies
fall all around
we met the wind
the wake up
so she danced slowly
for me
underneath the
oak tree
she wanted nothing in return
i gave her nothing in return
baptised in leaves
we went down to the river
to meet the cold
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[Monday
April 11th, 2005 at 3:28pm]
got my hair cut
it doesnt look a think like the picture
krista modelled her prom dress
pretty pretty
went to russells
walked there from kristas
long walk
he said i looked cute
and i pouted because i dont like the bangs
but i love him
rode his bike home
had school today
blah blah blah
russell got chinese
whooo
going tanning tommorrow with krista and sabrina
bye
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[Sunday
April 10th, 2005 at 11:06am]
[ mood | sad ]

So, the girls went shopping for dresses yesterday,
and they all have theirs,
which is super, i'm glad they found stuff they liked,
but now i'm all sad because i totally missed out on a girlie prom dress day...
and it's not going to be as fun going shopping with krista
because she already has her dress, you know?
it'll just be me getting the dress and i don't know, i think it'll be weird;
but, yeah.
but i know it's going to be fun, i mean, how could it not, it's krista! but still. you know what i mean, it just won't be that same.
so i'm kind of sad right now.
i was really looking forward to going with everyone...
that's about it.
i'm just sad.

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[Sunday
April 10th, 2005 at 10:11am]
So, I'm getting my hair cut today.

And, who else wants a "The Pope Is My Homeboy" shirt?
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it a nut's hell. [Friday
April 8th, 2005 at 5:00pm]
tonight i'm going to russell's for dinner;

tommorrow i'm serving hors d'eouvres to old people;

sunday i'm getting my hair cut like this. ) and maybe dye it darker.
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[Thursday
April 7th, 2005 at 8:55pm]
TO HELL WITH YOU! )
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[Thursday
April 7th, 2005 at 4:10pm]
so, me and the rest of the monkeys and the witch all auditioned for this showplace thinger at pcvs. i saw cydney there, it was nice.
none of us really wanted to do it.
the results are in, and we made in.
we're going to rehearse and stuff.
ugh, i wanted the play to just END.

i still haven't posted pictures of me and my new glasses.
someone remind me, please?

this saturday i'm going to wrok for my mom,
making ten bucks an hour, friggin sweet
but i'm missing out on a girly prom dress adventure
le sigh
oh well, krista said she would come with me
to toronto with my mom
russell too, it would be good to have his input
whooo...
everyones talking about formal/prom. i'm just, so excited.


aaaaaand i've decided to stop slacking and actually do some effing work in class.
i skipped third to do homework,
i know, kind of ironic, but whatever.

my nose bled yesterday.. did i already say that?
hopefully im almost done being sick.

russell surprised me today and bought me "waking life" on dvd.
SWEET DEAL!

i had free pizza, ate a bit too much and was wound up.
so much for my effing diet.
tommorrow: START EFFING DIET AGAIN.
anyone wanna join me?
it's the prom diet/excuse to lose weight diet!

i need new music.
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[Sunday
April 3rd, 2005 at 9:13pm]
[ mood | content ]

so today was my birthday dinner;
earlier today russell and mitch and sean and krista and i went to see sin city,
it was superfantastically good.

so, when russ and i got to my house at 4:20, everyone was there.
it was good.
my family was there, i mean.
we had souvlaki with tzatziki sause for appetizers, mmm;
then i opened my cards,
there were no presents, only cards,
with money in them.
HOLYFUCKINGSHITFUCK!
my family went all out like they have never done before.
it was insane.
let's just say, i cried,
and prom is going to be an effing breeze.

we played disney scene it because i love that game,
we did the lonsberries stick everyone else,
the lonsberries one. dammit.

the food!!
alfredo with asparagus and chicken=uh,mazing
mixed greens salad with raspberries and raspberry vinaigrette=uh,mazing
turtles cheesecake=uh,mazing.

after dinner russ and i watched a dead like me episode,
then everyone started leaving.
it was a good night.
i hugged everyone, even my dad.

my mom came into my room and got all sappy,
she was a bit tipsy,
about me being eighteen and older,
and how she's always wanted a daughter who had grown up and she could actually talk to her,
and i like your room,
and wow, you look so pretty in these pictures,
i have no recent pictures of you,
can you print out all of these for me? you take a good picture.
i love you, i'm going to cry, i love you.
it was cute, and really unusual.

OMGPROMEEEEEEP!
KRISTAWEHAVETOGODRESSHOPPING!

ps: the other night russell gave me a surprise party lol,
everyone was there,
it was so awesome,
i got cute gifts from everyone,
a weeping yogi from nick,
lots of candy from jess and carl,
porno and weed from sabrina, neither of which i took,
but i promised her i'd get stoned with her later, lol.
the porn was just a gag, it was funny. we watched some of it then turned it off because it was terrible.
krista got me a memory card for ym camera which was desparately needed,
and a chocolate heart on a stick, lol

we hung out, and stuff was good.
thankyoueveryone for doing this for me.
i really appreciated it.
and thank you russell, darling dear of mine.
<3

life is good.

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[Sunday
April 3rd, 2005 at 8:36pm]
you don't want to read this. )
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[Friday
April 1st, 2005 at 5:28pm]
[ mood | complacent ]
[ music | ani difranco - marrow ]

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY, BITCHES!

i'm sad about leaving seventeen.
it was the best year of my life.
i wrote my memory box a goodbye note, and have to start a new one.
sigh.

at school, my locker was decorated.
thanks, my love.
natasha gave me some loooooovely incense, and some BUBBLES!
[we blew bubbles at lunch, it was so fun.]
russell gave me prom shoes in the form of money,
and a double-disc ani difranco cd: "reckoning/revelling".
krista forgot hers at home. lol, oh krista.
ashley is painting me something,
but because it's not ready yet,
she wrote me a song and sang it to me in class.
it was really funny and to the tune of "i want candy".
thanks, all my dearest, dearest friends of mine.
<3

there were like 3 other people whose birthday was today at my school.

the caf ladies gave me a birthday cookie, they would have given me more free food but their new boss is a nazi.

my birthday was on the wolf's birthday bliz! deargod! thanks mom.

ummm, so when i got home from school, i lit some incense and candles and put on my new cd,
and it was actually pretty nice, although a wee bit lonely.
and now i'm just bumming around,
humming to myself,
and loving everyone.

ps: eeep! prom!

but

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[Thursday
March 31st, 2005 at 3:50pm]
SO... WHO'S BUYING ME HAIR BLEACH?
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EXTRA! EXTRA! [Thursday
March 31st, 2005 at 3:26pm]
TOMMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY

I GOT GLASSES, PICTURES LATER

SATURDAY I'M DOING THE 24 HOUR PROJECT, COME!

THE HUSBAND AND I GOT PROFESSIONAL PHOTOS DONE

HIS MOM KICKED THE PHOTOGRAPHER'S ASS

TOMMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY

I'M DYING MY HAIR BLONDE

fin.
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[Tuesday
March 29th, 2005 at 5:36pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

We like to potty. )

In other news,
IGOTNEWSHOES!
They're all black with black and white laces.
I'll post pictures later.
Whhoooo.
Tonight I'm getting FOH TOH GRAFFED, sucka.

FLASH!

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[Monday
March 28th, 2005 at 4:34pm]
[ mood | cynical ]

I need a change.
I seriously do.
I need new friends, because it suddenly occured to me that I really don't have many.
Maybe I'm too picky,
But lately there have been a lot of people
who I'm going to stop pretending I like
because I know that they wouldn't cross the road to piss on me if my head was on fire.
Metaphorically speaking.
I'm sick of these shallow friendships,
and I'm sick of being nice to people who I don't like
and who don't like me.
Or who like me, but not as much as I like them.
From now on,
I'm going to be honest with myself and make no exceptions.
I think I may be too picky in my friends,
But, to tell the truth, a lot of my "friends"
aren't friends at all. they're aquiantances.
It's a sad thought really.



Everything feels amiss.

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